Me, Marriage & Motherhood: Week Ten

Me…

Sitting here watching Big Brother with my Hubby. I’ve been doing my best to be intentional about not being on devices when we share space. I am diligently working on not being on my phone but have done really well not working on my computer during “our” time. But today here we are as it’s both blog day and 8:49pm. It’s not easy doing both…

I’ve decided to cultivate a lifestyle these next 6-months that aligns me with my highest and best self. I’m starting October 10th as it marks 6 months till my birthday.

Marriage…

I asked my Hubby this afternoon what the vision was for us from his perspective lens. We began discussing what that looked like this evening and I’m interested to see where our conversation goes…

Marriage is part of this lifestyle I’m cultivating; I want to honor my role as Wife and do my best to show up in Queen energy when I share space with my King. I love him so much and am grateful for where we are because of where we’ve been. Our marriage and relationship gets to be what works for us and what we want it to be…for sOoO long I thought it was “supposed” to look a certain way, “supposed” to be a certain way, and now I understand that our shared space is ours and we get to cultivate it and create it in a way that serves us and “the vision”…

MOtherhood…

I’ve been doing my best to be more mindful in my shared space with my babies. I don’t always do it but I am doing it more and that matters today. Motherhood truly is a gift. I don’t quite get it or understand it or know how to do it but I want to learn and I want to navigate it intentionally. I am grateful for my babies, as hard as it is to navigate the reflections of me they mirror…I’m grateful to see me and witness the many pieces and parts of me.

This too is another area I will be focusing in and on over the next 6 months.

It’s getting late and I want to be mindful of time.

Enjoy the gift of today.

Until next week…